2013-02-08 07:00 pm (UTC)
I'm glad I found this to read. I recently started a new and challenging job here I'm facing a lot of these issues.
People are welcoming and some parts of it work but I can feel the structure keeping me out and its frustrating because I don't feel comfortable expressing how on the edges I do feel. And that makes it hard to be proactive and then I feel as if I'm disappointing those who hired me and its an awful cycle.
You've put down a lot of how difficult imposter syndrome is and how painful it is. Thank you.
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